Tuesday, September 27, 2011

The Flyophobic


My eyes widened as I watched him spread his wings, flit around, fly back & forth creating huge circles in the air. The higher he flew, the tighter my claws clutched to the ground & the faster my heart beats raced in my chest. "What the heck is he thinking?!", I asked myself, "What could be that thing in flying that makes him risk his safety, his OWN LIFE?!!"
As all these thoughts rumbled in my mind, I felt a pat on my wing then a quiet confident voice called my name "Freeko! Hey, Freeko!!". I turned around to find him smiling at me, "When did he go down & come to my side?!",  another thought hit my head. "Hey!!" I chocked the word.

He (jokingly): Man, what's going on with you?!
I know I heard his question but I don't know why I didn't answer; it seemed like someone had put a spell on me or something.
His voice turned more serious when he talked again: Freeko, what's going on?! I'm your friend, man, you can talk to me.
It seemed like the magical spell was broken the thing that made me ask him: "Bondo', how do you feel when you're doing this? I mean, why are you risking your life for such thing?!"

He replied confusedly: What thing?!!
I snapped: FLYING!!!

It seemed like his confusion grew bigger as he asked: So your question is, Is flying worth risking my life for?
I replied quietly: Exactly.

He spun his head in complete disbelief & it seemed like he had hard time talking again: I can't get it, Freeko. We're BIRDS, remember?! Birds. We're designed to fly. We're all about flying & there's no such thing as risk when it comes to flying!!
I snapped: What!! Do you mean you don't fear falling down & dying?! You don't fear hitting against a high building or a big tree?! You don't fear getting drifted away by strong winds or blizzards?! You don't fear for yourself, your safety, your LIFE?!

He gave me a thorough gaze with a calm quiet comforting smile before he answered: No, I do fear for them all but does this have to stop me from flying?! Yes, I may fall down & die but isn't everybody destined to die after all?! And yes, I might hit against a high building or a big tree but also, I can stumble over a stone or a rock while walking here on the ground & get hurt, right?! And yes, I might get drifted away by winds but so might everybody. Don't you know?! Blizzards & winds could get so strong that people, trees, cars & even town could get swept away.

I sighed: What's your point?!
Well, he said, my point is that if you kept thinking about the dangers & the risks that might face you, you would never do what you're originally designed to do. You would never do your part in that world. You would never…Fly!! Then he stopped for a moment before he continued: Freeko, can I ask you something?!
"Sure" I said half-heartedly.
"Have you ever thought about what you could be missing by not flying?!"
"No!" I said under my breath.
He took a deep breath then looked at me "You're missing a lot, man. You're missing the wonderful blue skies, the breath-taking stars, the warmth of the sun, the moon light. You're missing a first-class seat from which you can watch that miraculous world with its unbelievable green fields, its silvery sparkling waters & its golden deserts. I'm not sure if you know about that but humans are willing to pay all they got for that seat that we originally have. You know my friend, all you need to do is defeat yourself & try to fly for once. Then & only then, you'll know what I'm talking about."

He spread his wings & went up high leaving me with my rumbling thoughts.   



Friday, September 23, 2011

Bold like a child


It's wondrous how little kids are so gutsy; it really shows when watching them on swings. They keep swinging back & forth with all the strength they've got fearless of any danger they could be facing like falling off the swing or getting hurt. All they care about is reaching the sky, playing with the bright stars & having some fun with the grayish cotton candy-like clouds.
Watching them in this unbelievable state of boldness makes me think about our very pure nature. If children represent a live example of human pure nature & children are that bold then we're bold by nature!!! Then,… why all that fear?! Why is fear almost the only thing controlling us, and by us I mean adults?! Why are we that afraid all the time?! We're afraid we might not get the job and when we get it, we're afraid we won't be up to the standards. We're afraid we might end up alone & when we have people by our sides, we're afraid they're not the right people. We're afraid we're too fat or too thin, we're too beautiful or too ugly, we're not fashionable or we're too stylish!!! We're always afraid.
As for me, I'm the most scared person on that planet. I'm scared of altitudes, rats, the future & even the present time. I'm scared of not being up to the standards which are by the way MY standards not anybody's. I've even become scared of SWINGS!!!! I'm scared of almost everything & honestly, I don't know if that's because the world has become a scary place or  it's just me losing my pure nature.
All in all, I'm reminding you, whoever you are, & myself that we're naturally designed to be brave & fearless. And may be everybody needs to ask themselves: "Am I bold like a child?!!"
May you all find ultimate happiness =)