Sunday, March 20, 2011

My super mom

I have never been the kind of person who show how they feel in words. Well, I know that's a shortcoming of mine because when you love someone, you gotta tell them that you do; that makes them happy after all. But though it all, I never really told someone that I love him/her except for this one person. This one person who I always tell "I love you" everyday; actually I'm telling her that every morning & every evening. And if you're thinking that she must be so special to me, you're right because she really is.; she has to be, She's my MOM :D:D But don't you think that my mom is an ordinary mom or that our relationship is an ordinary mother-daughter relationship. No, it's not, it's not ordinary at all. I may be a little bit biased when I say that but I think that it's one-of-a-kind mother-daughter relationship. You wanna know why? Well, let's start from the beginning.
1-Mom has always been there for me. She supported me even when almost everybody I know called me crazy & a potential failure. She believed in me even when I lost any belief in myself.
2-She taught me almost everything I know in this life. She taught me to respect others, to love others & to be good to others regardless of how bad they were to me. She taught me the meaning of how to be strong & how to rise again whenever I fall.
3-She took all my craziness, stubbornness & sometimes my idiocy with much love & acceptance.
4-She's always been my guiding beacon all the way. She guided me without judging or irritation. She never gets sick of me making mistakes then coming back to her asking for help or for advice.
5-She knows what I want before I even open my mouth to speak it. And she finds her ultimate happiness in getting us what my sister & I want (but we're not spoiled kids FYI  :D:D).
6-I see her as a never-ending source of forgiveness. Sometimes, I believe that my job in that life is to mess things up & her job is to forgive me.
7-If you ask me who's your best friend, the answer will definitely be "My mom". She's always been a perfect  BFF & a cool one too :D:D She always listened to me & never made fun of me. Not only that,She also did her best to be a part of everything in my life not in an intruding way but in a contributing way. She was the secret ingredient behind my love for my four favorite things in life; cinema, music, reading & desserts :D:D She was the first to take me to the movies, she introduced me to many of my now-favorite singers & bands, she encouraged me to read & for that dessert thing, mom is the best when it comes to making desserts, her desserts are just irresistible.So, here are some reasons why I consider my mom to be the best mom in the whole world, actually I think of her as the best person in the whole world. And today, I'm writing that for her as a "Happy Mother's day" gift. So, I just going tell her one final thing: "MOM, I love you. You're always gonna be my hero "



Saturday, March 12, 2011

The Gennie, Rapunzel & me

About an hour ago, I've read some line on Twitter stating that within everybody of us, there's a Disney character. Well, that line brought back to my mind a question that I've always asked every time I watch a Disney movie or let's say an animation movie.If I were a Disney character or a cartoon character, who would I wanna be? Personally, I prefer to be that crazy, hilarious, messy, annoying in a funny way friend. Like the Gennie in Aladdin, Wazowski  in Monsters inc or even Sid in Ice Age!!! OK, I admit that this's not what you expected because as a sweet gentle young lady, I'm expected to dream of being a fair princess like Cinderella, Snow White or even Sleeping Beauty :D:D. Honestly, I've never dreamed of being such a fair princess & I don't have a clue about why I never did. But if I was to choose a fair princess to be, I would choose Rapunzel in the 2010-animated feature "Tangled", Why?! Because in that feature, Rapunzel is funny, smart, strong or pretending to be strong & on top of all this, she's got a dream & she's pursuing it, is there anything better than that?! Maybe but for me, having a dream, pursuing it yet enjoying your life, your tiny successes or failures & these ups & downs facing you on that tiring yet rewarding journey is something that everybody needs. And for me, the thing that all the dreamers out there are missing in order to have a happy life is that "enjoying" thing. Yes, we get so much involved in that reaching-our-dream journey that we forget to enjoy the beauty of it. We forget to enjoy the many moments of happiness & success. We forget to enjoy the laughs & the learning moments even if they're tiring or painful & the moments of appreciation. We forget to enjoy & we end up trapped in the bleak "what if" zone. So, I made a decision. From now on, I'm gonna try to enjoy as much moments of my life as I can, I'm gonna try to keep all the good moments in my mind & soul because they're gonna be there for me when tough moments descend. Honestly, I don't know if I'm gonna make it or not but I'm gonna give it a shot.


May you all find happiness=)

Tuesday, March 1, 2011

Crazy Diary :D:D

Have you ever had an imaginary friend when you were little? You did, right? What was his name? Zizo? Mohamed? Lolo? Barbie if you're a girl? Personally, I can't remember my imaginary friend's name. Actually, I can't remember if I had an imaginary friend or not :D:D. But still, I can tell you something about imaginary friends & me; I still have some imaginary friends!!! Yeah, I'm a twenty-year-old-to-be & I still have imaginary friends..with a little difference of course. For instance, I don't talk to myself out loud pretending to be talking to them , it doesn't mean that I'm not talking to myself out loud, & I don't offer them any of my stuff like we used to offer them our toys & candy. It's just that I conjure them up in my mind, conjure up conversations going on between us, happy moments, tough moments, sad moments, fight moments & any other thing that can go on between friends.And you know what the funniest thing is? I picture these moments as if we were in a movie. I picture the location, the soundtrack even the camera angles. Do you believe it? Because I can't believe it myself. Oh my God!!! I feel like..like a crazy person.
Oh wait, I'm a crazy person & everybody knows that already:D:D
You know, whether this was crazy or not, I would go on with my imaginations because they make me happy :)

May you all find happiness :)